It is amazing how far we have come from December 23rd when we signed the contract for our wedding venue. It feels like forever ago, yet seems like the world has been moving in fast forward. We are now officially in the last month before veintisiete de mayo!
The to do list has shrunk to just a few odds and ends until we get to week of, the house and garage are cluttered from room to room with wedding decor and essentials. I constantly ponder what have I forgotten??? Almost all balances have come due which is stressful and relieving all at once ~we are just about paid in full. We have passed the date for RSVP's due and yet we get more in the mailbox everyday. More than before they were due 😂 bringing us very close to final number attending. Wedding flow, vows, music are now finalized. I sneak in any opportunity to try my visionary for new food recipes and wonder if I can make the dishes I've made a 100 times correctly when the pressure is on. I realized how time consuming certain dyi craft projects really take- poofs, program fans...
Bridesmaids dresses arrived with no accompanying tears. And last but not least #3rdDressStress, my wedding dress has arrived and with a few minor alterations it will meet my absolute expectations to walk down the aisle.
I have nightly dreams about what happens on my wedding day. I am sure I owe about a million people apologies for flying off the handle these past few months and thinking selfishly. I hope with the next 29 days, the big things are behind me and I have less days of sitting on the ground crying everything might not turn about as perfect as I have dreamed of.
Regardless rain or shine, 1 guest or 100, perfectly iced cake or melting cake, exploding beer or mouth watering homebrew, yummy food or cold food... in 29 days I marry my best friend, my love, my crazy singing Arlo.